King of the hill.....or.....Run of the mill???

Its one of those "to be or not to be" kind of dilemma every individual seems to come across every now and then. I mean every now and then tends to look back, in retrospect, and go over things a bit.....and although everything seems clearer and feels better in retrospect, you can't help but indulge in such inane activities.And it's good, really, when you feel such a barage of thoughts and feelings gurgling through your head like water trying to escape from an overfull basin.

So right now i look back into what lead to the fall of my prodigous self from my oh so high pedestal. My worst mid-sem exams to date coupled with that weird feeling when your barber is suffering from the "edward scissorhands" syndrome while your in the chair.....taking everything off oyur head making it look like a freshly mowed lawn. You feel a million things, like why you could'nt net that goal that time when within your reach or why you fumble when you dribble, heck, you even think why you pick your nose. Funny thing to do you know, looking back at things ..... in retrospect( i just like the way this word sounds :) )

So you really think and think and think till the veins pop out and.......what do you conclude???
duh.....wrong .... you don't conclude. You have another dilemma... whether you are king of the hill ... or just run of the mill. It's odd you know. Not that I am bad at what i do, I am good at some things too, maybe too good....but who can tell.

So I'll let you to have a go at it while i try to solve my new dilemma. You have fun...no really ...have fun.
Adios....