Arrivals/Departure Lounge

Here I sit alone
waiting for you to come
and say those words to me
words that mean how

simply gonna tell me how
you brought me out of my misery
Here I sit alone

arrivals/departure lounge
in transit forever alone
waiting fot those simple words
to end my misery.

Here I walk alone
along a winding road
the road less travelled by
but I am gonna make sure

to see I walk along this road forever
into a dusky sky
Here I walk alone

arrivals/departure lounge
in transit forever alone
looking at the road ahead
to run away from my misery.

Here I think alone
think unto an empty mind
turned into devils hiding hole
thinking of the past

and how it never lasted
through all the rainy days
but still the die is cast
a number set in stone
a number which will forever mark
when all was put in words
and all was said an done
arrivals/departure lounge
in transit forever alone
waiting for this train of thoughts to leave my head
and then I'll be on my way again,
happy all alone.

King of the hill.....or.....Run of the mill???

Its one of those "to be or not to be" kind of dilemma every individual seems to come across every now and then. I mean every now and then tends to look back, in retrospect, and go over things a bit.....and although everything seems clearer and feels better in retrospect, you can't help but indulge in such inane activities.And it's good, really, when you feel such a barage of thoughts and feelings gurgling through your head like water trying to escape from an overfull basin.

So right now i look back into what lead to the fall of my prodigous self from my oh so high pedestal. My worst mid-sem exams to date coupled with that weird feeling when your barber is suffering from the "edward scissorhands" syndrome while your in the chair.....taking everything off oyur head making it look like a freshly mowed lawn. You feel a million things, like why you could'nt net that goal that time when within your reach or why you fumble when you dribble, heck, you even think why you pick your nose. Funny thing to do you know, looking back at things ..... in retrospect( i just like the way this word sounds :) )

So you really think and think and think till the veins pop out and.......what do you conclude???
duh.....wrong .... you don't conclude. You have another dilemma... whether you are king of the hill ... or just run of the mill. It's odd you know. Not that I am bad at what i do, I am good at some things too, maybe too good....but who can tell.

So I'll let you to have a go at it while i try to solve my new dilemma. You have fun...no really ...have fun.
Adios....

Into the sunset

Arise, and see into the light
the rays of breaking dawnyou catch them as they fall,
unto the sea never dying,
and keep them in your eyes;
the eyes that are silently cryingof a pain that has become,never ending and never tiring.

Asleep, the burning embers
cast a reflection on the mirror of dreams that are haunting me since the time,
when all was still and calm,
until an arm came and scattered the contents
into a pool of tears, and unto this pool , i drown,
I drown into my fears.

I'm alive, forever trying to fight
these demons who chase away my dreams
and bring me the pain, and time again
remind me of the love that never was,
but still became the cause,of the pain, until the end , without a pause
it reminds me of my dream, my lover, my queen
and the miles that lie between, us
stretch mile unto mile uptil eternity does us apart.

Silence. Silence. Silence.